I can’t remember the scent anymore

It is so horrible not to

It might be pain… or ease

It is the same

Do you want to remember or forget?

I want to remember some when I want

I know it’s selfish

Aren’t we all?

Selfishness makes you feel breathing more

I need to...

I am so exhausted

Would you like to rest on my shores?

Can we pause?

I wish we can

You must want it badly...

So it may happen

It’s been long time since the last time I “closed” my eyes

I can not sleep

I can not "clear"

For me I don't want to sleep

May I kiss your restless eyes?

Put my hand in your hair...

Whisper in your ears...The right words

And take you to the dream land

With pleasure

...the scent

Tell me do you still remember the eyes?

They are always my last hope to feel...

Well… I can't wipe the smile

From the face… in the wall

Why?

My walls have facings

Mostly one figure that have a breath taking smile

Smile?

Tell me about them

"Make" me remember

There are no words... Just an image...

When do you see it?

In bed...

Just when you try to close your eyes and search for the rest

There is a pillow… an empty one

With a smile on it

Yes I know

Now I know

…

I feel like kissing you

What’s stopping you??

Nothing...

Then this is a promise... From the selfish He

My lips will be wet one day

Who said anything about your lips?

I can begin from any place I want and finish whenever I want...

Emmm

You won't leave the lips to dry...Won’t you?

I doubt that they will

Can’t wait

You are the only one that I can’t estimate how you like to be kissed…

Because I think you are moody as me

And it depends

Doesn’t?

Then if you'll let me...I'll teach you

Every morning

I wait for your rose

Your Red Rose

 

I sit and stare at the nothing

I smile at faces but recognize no one

The blood in my cheeks is burning my face

I try to breath but the walls are moving

Like sand pearls I sink in the time machine

 

All I can do is Wait

For your Red Rose

Every morning

 

 

..Suz ..